Woke up in the middle of the night, crying again. Couldn't get my brain to shut the fuck up for a minute to let me fall asleep. Great way to start the week.
Looks like my desktop computer's still got problems, meaning it's probably the motherboard that's bad. My birthday's coming up, though, so maybe I can get a new one. What does it mean when you have internal computer parts on your wishlist? For me, I'm thinking it means I'm getting old. Getting practical, getting boring. Losing my imagination, my light, my spark. What the hell? I'm turning 24. How is it that I'm so down on myself?
I've gotta figure this shit out and turn that light back on, I guess.
Looks like my desktop computer's still got problems, meaning it's probably the motherboard that's bad. My birthday's coming up, though, so maybe I can get a new one. What does it mean when you have internal computer parts on your wishlist? For me, I'm thinking it means I'm getting old. Getting practical, getting boring. Losing my imagination, my light, my spark. What the hell? I'm turning 24. How is it that I'm so down on myself?
I've gotta figure this shit out and turn that light back on, I guess.
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