It is currently month four of my unemployment since officially graduating from PSU. It's driving me crazy.
I understand that the economy is shitty and there are millions of people out of work all over the country and that many over-qualified people are having difficulties finding jobs as well, but it really doesn't make me feel much better at all.
I feel useless. I feel as though I lack value to society.
I can't even be a stay-at-home mother because I don't want to have children. I can't be a housewife because I'm afraid of marriage.
What the hell am I supposed to be?
Ugh. Back to completing more job applications and waiting quietly by my phone.
I understand that the economy is shitty and there are millions of people out of work all over the country and that many over-qualified people are having difficulties finding jobs as well, but it really doesn't make me feel much better at all.
I feel useless. I feel as though I lack value to society.
I can't even be a stay-at-home mother because I don't want to have children. I can't be a housewife because I'm afraid of marriage.
What the hell am I supposed to be?
Ugh. Back to completing more job applications and waiting quietly by my phone.
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