To you, my darling,
what am I
what am I
—your pretty red insecticide)?
If I become a ladybug,
shall I be your savior, love?
If I become a ladybug,
shall I be your savior, love?
or your
condemner?
I’m thinking and thinking and overthinking—
an answer for
the aphid plague on your garden—
Well, maybe's it's okay.
and maybe you'll let me loose
because "it's okay,we’reit's okay,"
though I know you know that I know
damn well it won't be that way,
because I
and maybe you'll let me loose
because "it's okay,
though I know you know that I know
damn well it won't be that way,
because I
will taint
the nectar you drink
with my futile attempts
to defend the tiny red—
spotted
—lump that is my heart.
(&whenyouaredonedrinkingiwillripoutyours)
spotted
—lump that is my heart.
(&whenyouaredonedrinkingiwillripoutyours)
This poem, oh, this metaphor,
it's really little fucking more
than a caricature of art
( like us to happiness, no? )
and I can't do it
I can't do it
, darling.
I can only dream of being a ladybug,
that lucky little insect who could never possibly comprehend
the unending agony of ending day after day after day
looking around her empty little garden to see everything
you've left behind.
I can only dream.
I can only dream (of you).
I can only dream (of you).
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